Self-as-an-End
SAE Love Theory · Paper 5

Without Waiting for You
不等你

Han Qin (秦汉) · Independent Researcher · 2026
DOI: 10.5281/zenodo.23627779 · Full PDF on Zenodo · CC BY 4.0
Abstract

This paper reads the layer of recognizing her as an end too: she has her own cannot-not. In SAE's levels, this layer is written 15DD. Love at this layer has two things in it: the cannot-not toward this one, irreplaceable, and the recognition of her as her own end; both hold on my side, and one-way is enough for it to hold. Inwardly, I do not need her to tell me that I love rightly; outwardly, I do not wait for her to love me first; my eyes need not keep returning to myself. She has her own cannot-not; I only recognize that it is there, and cannot read out its content; observation and communication can approach it, but reading it out is not possible.

Love at this layer is persistently exclusive and does not waver: this is this series' stance, and its ground lies in recognizing her as an end too: she is not my means of obtaining love; it is not derived from the general structure of this layer. This layer is not easy to achieve to begin with; it is a direction: in each moment in which this layer operates, the one loved is always she; operation may be interrupted, and falling back is very likely. Love at this layer does not demand exclusivity of her; whether she is exclusive can be decided only by her. Exclusivity belongs to love, not to recognition: the share of recognizing her as an end too does not grow smaller because one loves this one.

My cannot-not is not her must: her not loving me does not diminish my share of recognizing her; my loving her does not add a duty for her either; leaving to her is not submitting to whatever harm she does. The direction of colonization read from this layer is judging her law for her in the name of love, and demanding endless endurance in the name of love; the counterfeit that borrows this layer's name is accommodation, in which one's own share is handed over. Love at this layer can end; she leaves, and I acknowledge her leaving; exit does not delete recognition.

This paper interfaces with Kant, Velleman, Beauvoir, Murdoch, Fromm, Kierkegaard, Mencius with Yi Zhi, Zhuangzi and Wang Bi. It does not prove that unrequited love is higher than loving each other, does not prove that love at this layer is enough without needing a response, and does not prove that one ought to let go.

Introduction

She played the cello in an orchestra; he taught physics at a high school; they had been together four years. That spring, an orchestra in another city invited her. To go would mean two cities; not to go, and the chance would not come again.

She thought it over for a week. He did not think it over for her. One evening she asked him: do you want me to go? He said: I want you to stay; that's mine. Whether to go is yours.

Later, she went. In the stretch before she left, there were a few nights when he could not sleep; once, when she spoke of a colleague in that orchestra with whom she was to share the stage, a sentence rose in him, "You can only be mine", which he did not say aloud; after a while he himself felt it was wrong. After she left, he went on writing to her as before, and did not, in his letters, reckon up the accounts of the four years.

What this paper reads is that point at this layer: he loves her, and recognizes her as her own end; he said his own share, and left her share to her; he did not wait for her to love him first, nor did he use his love to add a duty for her.

The place of this layer in the series. Paper 4 reads the layer of purpose: with purpose, that cannot-not persists, and she has become where I am going. Paper 4 also reads, at that layer, the most refined direction of colonization: taking my direction as her ruler; what I cannot exchange, you may not exchange either. Aesthetics Ray 11 stops at the same place and leaves a question: my cannot-not is not your must; do others have their cannot-not too?1 This paper takes it up from there: she too has her cannot-not. The upstream work that reads this layer is Ray 12, The Beauty of Non Dubito: a person recognizes you as an end too, without waiting for you to recognize him first. Ray 12 asks what it looks like, when seen, for a person to stand and also to leave your share to you; this paper asks how such recognition operates in love. The ray reads recognition; this paper reads love.2 In SAE's levels, this layer is written 15DD.

The layers of this series are not a path that draws steadily closer to her. Papers 3 and 4 are the ones that most easily circle back to myself: in Paper 3 she becomes my mirror; in Paper 4 my direction becomes her ruler. Only in this paper does it come back to her as her own end. Irreplaceability at this layer is like this: she has her own cannot-not; I love her without waiting for her to love me first; it is persistently exclusive, and yet does not demand exclusivity of her.

Method. As in Paper 1: upstream conclusions are said in plain words; sources, the proposition numbers of other papers and the notes on extension go in the notes. A layer records one operation; it does not record a person, nor a love: this layer is not a truer love, and his few sleepless nights do not overturn anything. This paper reads only structure, and does not speak of good or bad. The cellist and the physics teacher run through the whole paper; §3 sets up a further example, of unrequited love.

§1 Love at This Layer

L33 Love at this layer has both the cannot-not toward this one, irreplaceable, and the recognition of her as her own end; I love her this way without waiting for her to love me this way first. That it holds one-way means that these two hold on my side; it does not mean that recognizing her as an end on its own constitutes love

The recognition Ray 12 writes of is this: "He recognizes you as an end too, without waiting for you to recognize him first."3 This recognition is not had only toward the one loved: a teacher recognizing a student as an end too, a person recognizing a stranger on the road as an end too, are all this recognition. So recognizing her as an end, on its own, is not yet love. Ray 13 says it clearly: the share of recognizing others as ends too does not grow smaller because one has a friend.4

Love at this layer has two things in it. One is what has been there since Paper 1: this one, at this moment, irreplaceable; exchanging her for someone just as good will not do. The other is had only at this layer: recognizing her as her own end; she is not there in order to fulfill this love of mine.5 The physics teacher's words have both. "I want you to stay; that's mine": she is irreplaceable to him; he cannot exchange her. "Whether to go is yours": her road is hers, not a part of this love of his.

The two together make love at this layer. If that cannot-not has already become a persisting direction, while at this moment she is not yet recognized as her own end, it is read by Paper 4. Without the share toward this one, irreplaceable, it is recognition, not the love meant here.

One-way is enough for it to hold. Both are on my side. Whether she loves him is not a condition of this layer's holding; this series reads love from the subject's side, as Paper 1 has already laid down.6 Relation Theory, reading mutuality, says that mutuality is two one-way recognitions meeting; if they do not meet, each one's share is still there as before.7 His share, if she does not love him, is still there as before.

How this layer is told apart from Paper 4. The same "I love you" can be at the layer of Paper 4, and it can also be at this layer. Upstream, reading laughter, divided at the same point: doing things for you is an investment at the layer of purpose; it is confirming that you are an independent end that is at this layer; which layer it is depends on this one operation, not on the name "love".8 The physics teacher did many things for her: he carried her cello, he revised her résumé; all of these can just as well be had at the layer of Paper 4; it was that evening's "Whether to go is yours" that was the instant of this layer. Which layer a moment is at is seen in that operation, not in whether the word "love" is used.

L34 Inwardly, I do not need her to tell me that I love rightly; outwardly, I do not wait for her to love me first. My eyes need not keep returning to myself

Ray 12 divides non dubito into two halves: inwardly, not waiting for your nod; outwardly, not waiting for you to recognize him first.9 This paper reads love by it.

The inward half is that he does not need her to confirm that he loves rightly. This does not mean he cannot be wrong: the "You can only be mine" that rose in him that night was wrong, and he saw it himself. Nor does it mean that her words do not count for him. Ray 12 divides "confirmation" into three senses: only when you have nodded can I judge; you come to check my reasons; my becoming someone who can judge depends on you. It takes away only the first.10 Love at this layer also takes away only the first: her response enters his conditions of occurrence, and is material, not a settling of the account.11 He loves her without taking as a precondition that she first say "You love rightly".

The outward half is not waiting for her to love him first. His saying "I want you to stay" is not an opening offer in an exchange: only if you love me this way too will I love you this way. She went, and his share was there all the same.

The two halves together are not waiting for her. SAE: The First Critique recorded the name of this station, on the side of doing, as forgetting the self.12 Ray 12 writes of this point: not waiting for your nod, nor for you to recognize him first, "he has no need to look back at himself".13 Love is like this too. Ray 12 says: "Someone who always needs people to nod, and needs others to recognize him first, has eyes that keep falling back on himself."14 In love, the one who always needs her to nod, and needs her to love him first, is like this too: whether I love enough, whether she is worth it, whether it is the same for her. Only by not waiting for her are the eyes free, to rest on how she thought it over that week, and on what she wants.

One thing must also be kept apart here. Not waiting for her does not mean not wanting her to love him. Of course he wants it; the wanting is his, and belongs to the persisting cannot-not of Paper 4. What this layer says is: he loves her without making her love a precondition.

L35 She has her own cannot-not; I only recognize that it is there, and cannot read out its content; loving her is not reading her through: observation and communication can approach it; reading it out is not possible

Why she wanted to go to that orchestra, he could not fully say. She had talked about its concertmaster, about its repertoire, about wanting to try once before she was thirty-five; he had listened to all of it, yet what it was that made her have to go, he could not read out.

Upstream puts the information of this layer precisely: in another person only one thing can be read out: that he is an end, that a purpose-source is present in him; what his own cannot-not holds cannot be read out. The part that cannot be read out is inexhaustible, yet it can be approached through observing his behavior, and even through communication.15

So loving her is not reading her through. What he recognizes is that a purpose-source is present in her, and that it is hers; what is in it, he can approach little by little, watching her practice, listening to her, asking her, and still not read it out. To say "I know what you want better than you know it yourself" is to speak of approaching as if it were reading out; once the words are out, they fix for her what she wants, and at that point they head in the direction of colonization (L40).16

§2 Persistent Exclusivity

L36 Love at 15DD is persistently exclusive and does not waver, because she is recognized as an end too and is not my means of obtaining love; this "because" is not read as deriving "does not waver" from "not a means": 15DD is not easy to achieve to begin with; it is a direction. Persistence means: in each moment in which 15DD operates, the one loved is always she, not alternating between two people; operation may be interrupted, and when it is, it is entered separately by the operation of that occasion and is not on that account called wavering; if the moments of love alternate between two people, it is still entered as wavering; falling back is very likely

Persistent exclusivity is this series' stance, not an inference. The "because" in the proposition states where this stance stands: she is recognized as an end too, and she is not my means of obtaining love.

The "because" of this sentence must be read exactly. Paper 4 reads wavering: two directions coexist, the moments of love alternate between two people, and it is still uncertain. The one who wavers does not thereby treat a person as a means; what treats a person as a means is "anyone will do", and that kind is in Paper 3. So "does not waver" is not derived here from "not a means": the one who wavers does not treat anyone as a means either.

The other half of this sentence is: 15DD is not easy to achieve to begin with; it is a direction. This "direction" means the place one is heading toward and has not yet reached, not something present at every moment. Ray 13, in one place, uses the word in the same sense: among many, it is still a direction.17 It differs from Paper 4's direction: Paper 4's direction is the one that has come and that one cannot not follow, and it belongs to the layer of purpose; it also differs from the two directions Relation Theory speaks of, cultivation and colonization, which are read on one effect.

Written this way, not alternating at this layer looks like this. Wavering is still choosing which one, and is still within the frame of the layer of purpose: for him neither of the two can be exchanged, and he has not yet decided which one he is going toward; Paper 4 has read this.18 In the moments when 15DD operates, he is not still choosing between two people; this does not deny that this love has a history of choice. What keeps others out is the cannot-not toward this one, irreplaceable; the share of recognizing her as her own end is not exclusive (L38). So "not alternating" describes what those moments look like; it is not derived from recognition.19

Nor is persistent exclusivity derived from the general structure of 15DD. One-way recognition is not exclusive (L38); persistent exclusivity does not follow from it; it is a stance, not an inference.

What persistence is. Persistence means: in each moment in which 15DD operates, the one loved is always she, not alternating between two people. It does not say that 15DD operates at every moment. Operation may be interrupted: when he is explaining a problem in class, when he is grading homework, at that moment, love is not operating at any layer. When it is interrupted, it is entered separately by the operation of that occasion, and is not on that account called wavering. If in those moments the moments of love really do alternate between two people, that is still wavering, and is read by Paper 4. Persistent exclusivity does not rule out other operations occurring during a falling back.

Falling back is very likely. The "You can only be mine" that rose in him that night was a moment of falling back to the layer of purpose: my direction became the ruler for where she ought to go. A fit of jealousy, a sentence one wanted to say and did not, may each be such a moment. That 15DD is not easy to achieve and that falling back is very likely: the two fit together. These moments do not overturn that love; they say only that in those moments it operated at another layer. From outside, these are all only clues; the sentence in his mind was never said aloud, and so it did not enter her conditions of occurrence either.

L37 Love at 15DD does not demand exclusivity of her; whether she is exclusive can be decided only by her. When each side operates at 15DD and each is exclusive, two one-way exclusivities have met; this has the same form as the mutuality Relation Theory speaks of, and is not obtained by exchange; mutual exclusivity in itself does not certify 16DD. Each pledging exclusivity, or coming to an agreement on it together, is commitment; using one's own love to set up a duty of exclusivity for her goes back to Paper 4

That he loves only her is his. Whether she too loves only him is hers, and can be decided only by her. He does not trade his exclusivity for hers.

When both are like this, each loving only the other, two one-way exclusivities have met. This has the same form as the mutuality Relation Theory speaks of: mutuality is two one-way recognitions meeting; if they do not meet, each one's share is still there as before; mutuality is not exchange.20 It is not obtained by exchange: it is not that only if you love only me will I love only you.

Mutual exclusivity in itself does not certify that both are at 15DD, still less does it certify that moment of 16DD. Mutual exclusivity can also come from exchange, from fear of loss, from two people's cutting themselves off from others. From outside, it looks the same.

Two people each pledging exclusivity, or coming to an agreement on exclusivity together, is commitment, and does not in every case carry the direction of colonization; how commitment binds a person, and how it does not lock tomorrow, is read by Relation Theory's paper on commitment, Paper 3.21 Exclusivity agreed on and further given institutional protection goes beyond the scope of this series, and belongs to Marriage Theory.

Using one's own love to set up a duty of exclusivity for her, "I love only you, so you have to love only me too", goes back to Paper 4: my direction has become her ruler.

L38 Love at 15DD has two things in it: recognizing her as an end too, a recognition that is not exclusive and does not grow smaller because one loves this one; and the cannot-not toward this one, irreplaceable, which is exclusive

Exclusivity belongs to love, not to recognition.

The physics teacher recognizes her as an end too; he also recognizes his students, his colleagues, a stranger in the street as ends too. This recognition does not grow the least bit smaller because he loves her. What Ray 13 speaks of is friends: the share of recognizing others as ends too does not grow smaller because one has a friend; here it is extended to loving this one.22

What is exclusive is the cannot-not toward this one: at that moment, exchanging her for someone just as good will not do, and in that moment there is no place for anyone else, as Paper 1 said.23

If this division is not written out, love falls into what Ray 13 calls preferential love: two people recognize each other and recognize no one else.24 Two people who love only each other have not fallen into preferential love; two people who recognize only each other have. Kierkegaard brings a pressure to bear here; §5 takes it up.

§3 Without Waiting for You, and Without Submitting to You

L39 My cannot-not is not her must: her not loving me does not diminish my share of recognizing her as an end too; my loving her does not add a duty for her either. Leaving to her is not submitting to whatever harm she does

A further example is set up here. A woman who works as a translator loves an editor with whom she has frequent dealings. He does not love her, and has said so clearly.

Ray 11, at the layer of purpose, saw one sentence: my cannot-not is not your must; it stopped there, and left whether others have their cannot-not too to the beauty of non dubito.25 This sentence was handed to this layer from the start.

His not loving her does not diminish her share of recognizing him as an end too. Her loving him is hers; his not loving her is his. She does not use his not loving her to change what she takes him to be.

Nor does her loving him add a duty for him. Relation Theory says that expectation does not turn into a duty, and that commitment does not turn into a duty to the other party either.26 Love comes earlier than both: she loves him, and he does not on that account owe her anything, not a response, not a love of the same kind.

Leaving to him is not submitting to whatever harm he does. For a while the editor, knowing how she felt, would often send her rush jobs late at night with a "You're the best", wanting them first thing the next morning. She recognizes him as an end too, but this recognition does not require her to take on everything. Ray 12 says: "Leaving to you is not submitting to whatever harm you do. Refusing, walking away, protecting oneself can all go together with recognizing you as an end too."27 She can decline that job, can stop answering messages at that hour, can walk away. Neither refusing nor leaving takes back her share of recognizing him.

L40 The direction of colonization read from this layer is judging her law for her in the name of love, and demanding endless endurance in the name of love. The counterfeit that borrows this layer's name is accommodation: one's own share handed over; it is not 15DD; it is not having stood. A long absence of quarrels is not evidence of cultivation

The direction of colonization read from this layer takes two shapes.

One is judging her law for her in the name of love. Back to the physics teacher. Suppose that what he said that evening was not "Whether to go is yours" but: "I'm saying this for your own good. That orchestra isn't right for you, so you can't go; if you still need to think about it, you're not acknowledging my love." This sentence borrows his real love to set up her accepting his judgment as the criterion of whether she acknowledges this love, and judges for her where she ought to go. Here the name of love is a reason that makes it hard for her to push back. Upstream has seen the same sentence elsewhere: "'Sooner or later you'll understand how much I love you' can also become a reason for not allowing the other to disagree".28 This sentence heads toward pouring in and occupying her own step of judging, and slides in the direction of colonization; whether it took hold is seen in how she afterward understands herself and how she acts. Saying only "I'm worried you'll regret it if you go", giving her the reason and allowing her to disagree, is not judged on these words alone to be judging on her behalf.

The other is demanding endless endurance in the name of love. The editor's "You're the best", as he said it, meant: since you love me, you should take on everything. Ray 12 saw the same shape in beauty: demanding endless endurance in the name of beauty.29 To use love as the reason for demanding that a person keep yielding up her own share is of the same type.

The counterfeit that borrows this layer's name: accommodation. The shape in which this layer is most easily counterfeited is going along with her in everything. Suppose that what the physics teacher said that evening was: "Whatever you say is fine; I'm fine either way." In his mind he wanted her to stay; so as not to make things hard for her, he said not a word of it. This looks like leaving to her, like not waiting for her, but it is not: his own share was not given. Ray 12 calls this kind accommodation: "the accommodating person has a judgment of his own, but keeps it to himself for the sake of peace".30 Here he is taken to have withdrawn his own judgment from the deliberation in order to keep the peace; not every moment of not speaking up is called accommodation: "when to speak and when not, is also each person's own judgment".31 The translator's side has it too: if, to keep the editor, she handed over her own judgment and her own time, that is her own share handed over. Accommodation is not 15DD; it is not having stood; it does not carry a direction of colonization toward her, but it is not love at this layer either.

A long absence of quarrels is not evidence of cultivation. That two people rarely argued in four years does not show that in these four years neither one's path was made hard to travel. Relation Theory says that the direction of colonization "can proceed without passing through conflict", and so "a long absence of conflict in a relation is not evidence of cultivation".32 The accommodating person is precisely the one who often does not quarrel.

What is read here is direction, not a label. It does not say what kind of man he is, nor what kind of four years these were; it reads only where that one sentence, that one demand, is headed.

§4 How Love at This Layer Ends

L41 Love at 15DD can end; where the other is truly recognized as an end, ending too is a sincere choice. She leaves, and I acknowledge her leaving; exit does not delete recognition; loving someone else after an ending is succession, not wavering; one cannot, merely because a new love has appeared, conclude backward that the old love had already ended

In the second year after she went to the other city, she wrote a long letter saying that she had fallen in love with someone there, and that she was ending this relationship. The letter was written clearly: she made her exit something he could clearly understand. How the promises and the reliance the two had over four years are to be entered, and how an exit is to be declared, Paper 4 has already read; here only this layer is read.

Love at this layer can end. Persistence is not permanence. Persistence means that in the moments in which 15DD operates, the one loved is always she; it does not say that it will not end. Where the other is truly recognized as an end, ending too is a sincere choice: her letter is her own cannot-not speaking.

She leaves, and I acknowledge her leaving. The physics teacher read the letter and wrote back a short one; he did not try to keep her, nor did he say anything like "You've lost nothing in these four years". Relation Theory says: "Exit does not delete recognition"; saying something of that kind at the time of an exit says for the other party what this exit amounts to, moves to occupy the other party's own step of understanding, and slides in the direction of colonization.33 She has gone; his share of recognizing her as her own end is still there as before.

Succession is not wavering. Some years later, he fell in love with someone else. This is succession, not wavering: after one love has ended, loving someone else. But one cannot reason the other way round: one cannot, merely because a new love has appeared, conclude backward that the old one has already ended. That way, wavering would be erased by definition: whatever alternates between two people could be described as "the earlier one has already ended". Whether the old one has ended is read from his side.

Letting go. She has clearly ended the dealings; if he still went again and again to the colleagues in her new orchestra to press them to persuade her to come back, or waited at the door of her rehearsal hall to block her from leaving, that is what is meant here by entanglement: what is directed at her path to third parties, or keeps watch on the road she means to take, making it hard to travel. Relation Theory reads this kind: what is used outward to seal the other party's channels, or to make them hard to travel, carries the direction of colonization; when one party exits, acting outward, by adding consequences, using the occasion to apply pressure or calling on others to isolate him, all carry the direction of colonization.34 Structurally sealing off her exit is, at the layer of basic rights, violation.35 What is spoken of here is structure; it does not say that one ought to let go.

Which kind of ending it is at this layer. This series divides ending into four kinds, which can fall out of step with one another: an appearance passes; my love ends; the shared dealings terminate; commitments and effects remain unsettled. What her letter ends is the shared dealings; whether his love has ended is his. The translator in unrequited love need not wait for an ending: her love never depended on his responding, nor ought it to end because he does not respond. When love at this layer has ended, the share of recognizing her as an end too is still there as before. When the one loved is gone, love does not end on that account; that is what Paper 2 has read; this series reads love from the subject's side.

§5 Interfacing with Tradition

Several have asked about this layer, one after another. As in Paper 1: for each, this paper writes faithfully what he sees and why he looks, where he presses on this paper, where they meet and where they part; other traditions appear in their own words.36

Love that can be commanded. In the First Section of the Groundwork of the Metaphysics of Morals, Kant says that the passages of Scripture commanding people to love their neighbor, even their enemy, are to be understood this way: love as an inclination cannot be commanded; but beneficence from duty, even when no inclination drives it, and even when a natural aversion that is hard to overcome resists it, is practical love, not pathological love; it lies in the will, not in a leaning of feeling, in principles of action, not in tender sympathy; and only this kind can be commanded.37 He looks in order to show that the moral worth of an action lies in its being done from duty. What he sees: the kind of love that can be required of people does not lie in feeling. He presses on this paper: this layer speaks of recognizing her as her own end; if this recognition simply is practical love, then it can be commanded, and love at this layer too becomes a duty. They meet in: the share of recognizing her as an end does not depend on the warmth of feeling; that evening the physics teacher was not happy, and that share was there all the same. They part at two points. First, love at this layer has two things in it; the cannot-not toward this one is not within what he calls practical love, nor can it be commanded. Second, this series issues no ought; of recognizing her as an end, this paper reads only how it operates in love, and does not set it up as a duty. Love and respect as duties of virtue toward others are a matter for the relational layer; Relation Theory has already interfaced with them, and this paper points back to that.38

Love and respect, toward the same value. In "Love as a Moral Emotion" (1999), Velleman reads both love and respect as responses to the dignity of a person: respect is the required minimum response, love the optional maximum response; respect arrests our self-love, while love disarms our emotional defenses and leaves us unguarded toward the other.39 He looks in order to put love back among the moral emotions in Kant's sense. What he sees: love is not recognition in general; it faces the same value as respect, yet is a different response. He presses on this paper: if love is only the maximal response to the dignity that everyone has, then "this one" is not in the value, but only in whom I happen to drop my defenses toward; does the cannot-not this layer speaks of then fall through? They meet in: love is not the same as recognition in general; L38 keeps the two apart, which runs in the same direction as his keeping love and respect apart. They part at: he speaks of love from a value that is appraised; this paper does not speak of love from the appraisal of value, and the cannot-not toward this one is not a response to a value everyone shares. Paper 4 interfaces with Frankfurt, and the question there is whether love or value comes first; the two are interfaced by question, and neither is assigned a layer.

The mutual recognition of two freedoms. Beauvoir, The Second Sex, "The Woman in Love": the woman in love sinks her own freedom in the one she loves, a total abdication; authentic love ought to be founded on the mutual recognition of two freedoms, each experiencing both itself and the other, neither giving up its transcendence, neither mutilating itself.40 For her, this handing over comes out of woman's situation. She looks in order to analyze woman's situation. What she sees: love can become the road by which one hands oneself over. They correspond at two points: the total self-abandonment she analyzes corresponds to the handing over of oneself in L40; neither giving up its transcendence corresponds to recognizing her as an end too at this layer, and to L39. The dependency that a situation produces is not all put down here to an individual's accommodation: how a social situation makes self-abandonment a road that is encouraged and passable is registered as a condition; this series is not limited by gender, reads only whether, in this one operation, one has stood, and acknowledges the institutional side without judging it. They part at two points: she asks that two freedoms recognize each other, while love in this paper holds already on my side; she says what authentic love ought to be, while this paper reads only structure. The mutual recognition of two freedoms is two-sided; this series reads it as two one-way recognitions meeting, and it falls to Paper 6. To correspond is not the same as to have the same criterion.

Something else is real. In "The Sublime and the Good" (1959), Murdoch says that love is an exceedingly difficult kind of knowledge: the realization that something other than oneself is real.41 Ray 12 has already taken up her passage on seeing the kestrel; this is another passage. She looks in order to show how a person sees morally. What she sees: the difficulty of love lies in moving one's eyes off oneself and letting something else stand there as real. They meet at two points: L35, a purpose-source is present in the one loved, and that is real, and that it cannot be read out is real too; L34, the eyes need not keep returning to oneself. They part at: what she calls "other than oneself" can be a bird or a work; this paper reads only toward this one person. She links this kind of knowledge with the good; this paper reads only structure.

Seeing him as he is. In The Art of Loving, Fromm says that respect, by the root of the word, is seeing a person as he is; the one I love, I want to grow and unfold for his own sake and in his own way, not in order to serve me.42 He looks in order to write love as an art that has to be learned and practiced; respect is one of the elements he lists. What he sees: there is one thing in love that is letting the other grow in his own way. They meet in: "Whether to go is yours"; L39, my loving her does not add a duty for her. They part at: he lists the elements of love and makes requirements, teaching people how to love; this paper makes no requirements, and reads only what love at this layer looks like.

Preferential love. In Works of Love, Kierkegaard says: "erotic love and friendship are preferential love, the passion of preferential love; Christian love is self-denial's love".43 He looks in order to show how the command "you shall love the neighbor" does its work in the world. What he sees: erotic love picks out one person, and everyone else is outside it. He presses on this paper, on L38: in loving this one, are the others shut out of recognition? They meet in: love at this layer is indeed exclusive; the cannot-not toward this one admits only this one. They part at: exclusivity belongs to love, not to recognition; the share of recognizing others as ends too does not grow smaller because one loves this one, so erotic love need not turn into preferential love. He fills the gap with a command, "you shall love"; this paper does not say ought. Ray 13 has already parted from him at the same place; that is invoked here.

Love without gradations, its practice beginning with kin. In the Mencius, "Teng Wen Gong I", the Mohist Yi Zhi says: "As I take it, love has no gradations, and its practice begins with one's kin." Mencius answers: "Moreover, when Heaven gives birth to things, it gives them a single root; Master Yi gives them two roots, and that is the reason."44 Yi Zhi speaks to show that his lavish burial of his parents does not go against the Mohist way; Mencius speaks to refute him. What Yi Zhi sees: love can be without gradations, yet in practice it always begins with those close to one. Mencius, by the difference between an elder brother's son and a neighbor's infant, and by the grief that wells up from within at the burial of one's parents, questions what root one's affection for kin has. They press on this paper, and press directly: L38 says that recognition is not exclusive and love is; is this another kind of two roots? This paper does not evade the questioning: recognition and love here each have their own source. Recognition is recognizing that others have purpose-sources of their own, and closeness and distance do not change this criterion; the irreplaceability of this one person is read on another ground, by that cannot-not of mine. Universal recognition does not by itself yield a particular love, and loving this one person does not lessen recognition of others either. This paper's answer stops at entering recognition and love separately: loving this one is not a way of practicing recognition. Whether each having its own source is enough to answer Mencius's question of the one root: that question remains. It is a real pressure on L38, and this paper does not use it to prove that love can have only so many objects. Gradation, that is, whether closeness and distance can serve as a criterion, lies at the relational layer: Relation Theory has already stated that the criterion does not change with closeness, identity or the name of the relation;45 the Mohist standard and the benefit of all under heaven, Value Theory has already interfaced with;46 these are invoked here. This paper takes up only the distinction between recognition and love.

Moistening one another with spittle is not as good as forgetting one another in the rivers and lakes. The "Great and Venerable Teacher" chapter of the Zhuangzi: "When the springs dry up, the fish are stranded together on the land; they blow damp breath on one another and moisten one another with spittle; that is not as good as forgetting one another in the rivers and lakes."47 It goes on: rather than praising Yao and condemning Jie, better to forget both and be transformed in the Way. It looks in order to show how a person is transformed in the Way. What it sees: being stranded in one place and living on each other's moisture is not as good as each being in the rivers and lakes, with no need to keep each other in mind. It presses on this paper: if this layer's not waiting for her is carried all the way through, is it then simply forgetting each other? They meet in: not waiting for her, the eyes need not keep returning to oneself, nor need they keep watching whether she gives a response. They part at: here forgetting each other is borrowed to bring to light the side that is not maintained by each other's responses; it is not taken directly as a criterion that love has already vanished; in this paper's not waiting, the share of her being irreplaceable to me and the share of my recognizing her as an end are still read separately. Nor does this paper say that there is anything wrong with the two fish moistening each other with spittle: this paper reads only structure.

Responding to things without being burdened. He Shao's "Biography of Wang Bi" records: He Yan held that the sage has no joy, anger, grief or delight; Wang Bi disagreed, holding that the sage is "the same as others in the five affections", and that "because he has the same five affections, he cannot be without grief and joy in responding to things; yet the affections of the sage respond to things without being burdened by things".48 They speak in order to argue whether the sage has affections. What Wang Bi sees: having affections and being occupied by what one is moved by are two things. He presses on this paper: does love always come with a burden? They meet in falling back: the "You can only be mine" that rose in him that night was exactly the instant of being occupied by the one he loves; that was being burdened; he saw it himself, and that moment passed. They part at: what Wang Bi speaks of is the sage's own affections, not recognizing another person as an end too; being without burden is not the same as love at this layer, and this paper borrows it only to bring falling back to light.

§6 Drawing Together and Downstream

This paper has laid down nine propositions. Taken together, they say: love at this layer has two things in it, the cannot-not toward this one, irreplaceable, and the recognition of her as her own end; both hold on my side, and one-way is enough for it to hold. Inwardly I do not wait for her nod, outwardly I do not wait for her to love me first, and the eyes are free. Her purpose-source is present; I recognize that it is there, cannot read out its content, and can only approach it. Love at this layer is persistently exclusive and does not waver, and this is this series' stance; 15DD is not easy to achieve; it is a direction, and falling back is very likely. It does not demand exclusivity of her; exclusivity belongs to love, not to recognition. My cannot-not is not her must: her not loving me does not diminish my recognizing her; my loving her does not add a duty for her; leaving to her is not submitting to whatever harm she does. The direction of colonization read from this layer is judging her law for her in the name of love, and demanding endless endurance in the name of love; accommodation borrows this layer's name, and is not having stood. Love at this layer can end; she leaves, and I acknowledge her leaving; exit does not delete recognition.

This paper does not prove that unrequited love is higher than loving each other, does not prove that love at this layer is enough without needing a response, and does not prove that one ought to let go.

The question left open. Before that long letter, there had been an evening. The two of them were walking outside her rehearsal hall; she did not ask whether he wanted her to go, and he did not say. She said: I know you want me to stay. He said: I know you have to go. They both gave a little laugh.

He recognized her as an end too, without waiting for her to recognize him first; that evening she recognized him this way too, and did not wait for him either. When both are like this, what is that? One person's side, this layer can see; what is between two people, this layer cannot contain. I love you without waiting for you to love me; if you too love me this way, what is that moment? That is Paper 6.

Downstream. The moment when two one-way loves meet, and the mutual recognition of two freedoms, are in Paper 6; for the point that mutual exclusivity does not certify that moment, Paper 6 uses this paper's L37. Persistent exclusivity, falling back and the distinction between the two things are listed together in Paper 0; the direction of colonization in the name of love is registered together with the most refined colonization read in Paper 4.

Acknowledgments

This paper is signed by Han Qin alone; the author decided every argument and choice and bears sole responsibility for the text. Models from Anthropic and OpenAI assisted with drafting and review; the author thanks them.

Notes

  1. "my cannot-not is not your must; do others have their cannot-not too? That is the beauty of non dubito" (Aesthetics Ray 11 §8). ↩︎
  2. "He recognizes you as an end too, without waiting for you to recognize him first" (Aesthetics Ray 12 §3). Ray 12's reading is applied here to love; wherever it is carried over, that is this series' own extension (own undertaking). ↩︎
  3. Aesthetics Ray 12 §3. ↩︎
  4. "The share of recognizing others as ends too does not grow smaller because one has a friend" (Aesthetics Ray 13 §6). ↩︎
  5. Reading Ray 12's recognition as one of the two things in love at this layer is this series' own transfer (own undertaking): Ray 12 writes only of recognition, not of love. ↩︎
  6. Paper 1, L1. ↩︎
  7. "Mutuality is two one-way recognitions meeting; if they do not meet, each one's share is still there as before" (Relation Theory Paper 4, H38). ↩︎
  8. Laughter III §5.3, citing the two stances of Psychoanalysis IV: "'I do things for you' is 14DD investment; 'I confirm you are an independent end' is 15DD"; it adds: "This determination must check the operation of the laugh in question, and not rely on the name 'love'". The original sentence speaks of which layer one laugh falls in; carrying it over to which layer one love falls in is this series' own extension (own undertaking). ↩︎
  9. "Inwardly, not waiting for your nod; outwardly, not waiting for you to recognize him first" (Aesthetics Ray 12 §2). ↩︎
  10. Aesthetics Ray 12 §2. ↩︎
  11. Relation Theory Paper 4, H33: the other party's response is material, not a settling of the account. "Conditions of occurrence" is Relation Theory's term: once an act of one party, or what it leaves behind, identifiably and actually enters the other party's conditions of occurrence, that is, the conditions on which whatever afterward occurs on that party's side depends (what can be seen, what can be thought, what can be done, what is run into), there is a relation (Relation Theory Paper 1, H1). ↩︎
  12. As reported in Aesthetics Ray 12 §2. ↩︎
  13. Aesthetics Ray 12 §3. ↩︎
  14. Aesthetics Ray 12 §3. ↩︎
  15. "The readable side is a single item: the other is an end, that is, a purpose-source is present in the other. The unreadable side is the content of the other's 14DD, whose read-out is zero"; what cannot be read out is "inexhaustible, and although it cannot be read out, it can be approached through observation of the other's behavior, and even through communication" (Information Theory XIV, Abstract). ↩︎
  16. Relation Theory divides the direction of an effect into two: cultivation, which goes toward making space; colonization, which goes toward pouring in and occupying. The direction is read on one effect, and whether it took hold is seen in the other party's later understanding and action (Relation Theory Paper 1, H8). ↩︎
  17. "Among many, it is still a direction" (Aesthetics Ray 13 §9). ↩︎
  18. Paper 4, L25. ↩︎
  19. This is this series' own reading (own undertaking). ↩︎
  20. "Mutuality is two one-way recognitions meeting; if they do not meet, each one's share is still there as before. Mutuality is not exchange" (Relation Theory Paper 4, H38). ↩︎
  21. Relation Theory Paper 3, Commitment. ↩︎
  22. "The share of recognizing others as ends too does not grow smaller because one has a friend" (Aesthetics Ray 13 §6). Carrying it here to loving this one is this series' own extension (own undertaking). ↩︎
  23. Paper 1, L3. ↩︎
  24. "Two people recognize each other and recognize no one else" (Aesthetics Ray 13 §6). ↩︎
  25. "My cannot-not is not your must" (Aesthetics Ray 11 §5); "do others have their cannot-not too?" was left to the beauty of non dubito (Aesthetics Ray 11 §8). ↩︎
  26. Expectation "does not turn into a duty" (Relation Theory Paper 1, H10); commitment "does not turn into a duty to the other party" (Relation Theory Paper 3, H27). ↩︎
  27. Aesthetics Ray 12 §5. ↩︎
  28. Laughter III §5.3. ↩︎
  29. "Demanding endless endurance in the name of beauty" (Aesthetics Ray 12 §5). ↩︎
  30. Aesthetics Ray 12 §5. ↩︎
  31. Aesthetics Ray 12 §6. ↩︎
  32. Relation Theory Paper 5, H46. ↩︎
  33. "Exit does not delete recognition"; saying something of that kind at the time of an exit "says for the other party what this exit amounts to, moves to occupy the other party's own step of understanding, and slides in the direction of colonization" (Relation Theory Paper 6, H57). These two sentences of Relation Theory speak of the party who exits; what is read here is the party left: when he says something of that kind, he too is saying for her what her exit amounts to; nor is his recognition deleted because she exits. This is this series' own extension (own undertaking). ↩︎
  34. What is used outward to seal the other party's channels, or to make them hard to travel, "carries the direction of colonization" (Relation Theory Paper 6, H53); when one party exits, acting outward, by adding consequences, using the occasion to apply pressure or calling on others to isolate him, "all carry the direction of colonization" (Relation Theory Paper 6, H56). ↩︎
  35. Relation Theory Paper 1, H9. ↩︎
  36. What Ray 12 has already interfaced with, Socrates, Zengzi, Confucius, the "Free and Easy Wandering" chapter of the Zhuangzi, Buddhism, Dōgen, Wang Yangming, Hegel, Emerson, Mill, Nietzsche, Gandhi, Watsuji Tetsurō, Arendt, Levinas, Murdoch's kestrel and Honneth, together with Kant's three maxims, asks about the beauty of non dubito; it is invoked here, not rewritten. What Ray 13 has already interfaced with is invoked as well. The interfacing at the relational layer is in Relation Theory Paper 0; where this paper touches it, it points back. ↩︎
  37. Grundlegung zur Metaphysik der Sitten, AA 4:399. Per the English translations of Gregor and Abbott; the German original was not checked. ↩︎
  38. Relation Theory Paper 0, §8.1. ↩︎
  39. Per the account in SEP, "Love", §4.1; the original was not checked. ↩︎
  40. Per the accounts in IEP, "Simone de Beauvoir", §3a, and in Kirkpatrick 2020; Cleary cites p. 706 of the English translation. ↩︎
  41. Cited from secondary accounts; in Existentialists and Mystics, p. 215. ↩︎
  42. The root is respicere, to look at. Cited from secondary accounts; the original book was not checked. ↩︎
  43. As quoted in Aesthetics Ray 13 §6. ↩︎
  44. Mengzi [Mencius], "Teng Wen Gong I", per the Kanseki Repository, KR1h0001. Yi Zhi: 之则以为爱无差等，施由亲始。 Mencius: 且天之生物也，使之一本，而夷子二本故也。 (English rendering this paper's own.) ↩︎
  45. "the criterion does not change with closeness, identity or the name of the relation" (Relation Theory Paper 0, §4.3, the second of the "four lines"). ↩︎
  46. Value Theory Paper 0, Four.8; see the invoking table of Relation Theory Paper 0, §14.2. ↩︎
  47. Zhuangzi, "Da zongshi" [The Great and Venerable Teacher], per the Kanseki Repository, KR5c0126. 泉涸，鱼相与处于陆，相呴以湿，相濡以沫，不如相忘于江湖。 (English rendering this paper's own.) ↩︎
  48. Sanguo zhi [Records of the Three Kingdoms], "Book of Wei", Biography of Zhong Hui, Pei Songzhi's commentary citing He Shao's Wang Bi zhuan [Biography of Wang Bi]. 同于人者五情也；五情同故不能无哀乐以应物，然则圣人之情，应物而无累于物者也。 (English rendering this paper's own.) ↩︎

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Interfaces

  • Main upstream: Aesthetics Ray 12, The Beauty of Non Dubito (§§2, 3, 5, 6); Information Theory XIV (Abstract); Ray 11 (§§5, 8).
  • Also used: Ray 13 (§§6, 9); Laughter III (§5.3); Relation Theory Paper 0 (§4.3, "the four lines"; §8.1; §14.2, the invoking table), Paper 1 (H1, H8, H9, H10), Paper 3 (H27), Paper 4 (H33, H38), Paper 5 (H46), Paper 6 (H53, H56, H57).
  • This series: Paper 1 (L1, L3); Paper 3 ("anyone will do"); Paper 4 (wavering, the most refined colonization, the exit declaration); Paper 2 (death is not the same as the ending of love); Paper 6 takes up that moment at which two one-way loves have met; Paper 0 lists them together.